Thursday, June 23, 2011

Big Words (continued from the phobia list)

Big Words. What pops in your head what you hear that. for me?  supercallafragilisticsexbealladocious I didn't even look it up so i'm pretty sure that it is spelled incorrectly.

here are some of my favorite big words
Sanctimonious: Making a show of being morally superior to other people, or being a totally jerk.
Not caring about other people, only yourself
Incomprehensibleness: Impossible to know or fathom.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippediliophobia: The fear of long words.
Okay I know this is totally boring but I'm bored. I went on google and just copied and pasted these. ha ha, the definitions probably aren't even right

Honorificabilitudinitatibus: The state being able to achieve honors.
Circumbilivagination: The definition of this word is not yet out.
Pseudoantidisestablishmentarianism: The false support of the idea that a government should not support the church.
Antidisestablishmentarianism: Opposition to the withdrawal of state support or recognition from an established church, esp. the Anglican Church in 19th-century England.
Floccinaucinihilipilification: the action or habit of estimating something as worthless.
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis: A lung disease.
Armsaye: the armhole in clothing.

Boanthropy: a type of insanity in which a man thinks he is an ox.

Cachinnation: loud or hysterical laughter.

Dactylion: the tip of the middle finger.

Defenestration: the act of throwing someone or something out a window.

Dibble: to drink like a duck.

Diplasiasmus: the incorrect doubling of a letter when spelling a word.
Flocinaucinihilipiliphication: the action of estimation is worthless.

Fremescence: the grumbling sound of an unhappy mob of people.

Hebephrenic: a condition of adolescent silliness.

Horripilate: to get goose bumps.

Impecunious: having no cash or money.

Lachanophobia: the fear of vegetables.

Librocubicularist: one who reads in bed.

Logorrhea: excessive talking (or verbal diarrhea).

Minimus: little finger or toe.

Misodoctakleidist: someone who hates practicing the piano.

Neanimorphic: looking younger than one's year.

Nostomania: overwhelming homesickness.

Obdormition: numbness caused by pressure on a nerve (when a limb is "asleep").

Oniochalasia: buying as a means of mental relaxation.

Pandiculation: stretching and yawning before going to bed or after waking up.

Phobia's and Big Words

Okay so what has been on my mind a lot is phobias and big words. Did you know theres acctually a phobia for the fear of long or big words. This is it; Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia   Its 46 letters. Irony isn't it? Ha Ha. I like using big words that I have no idea what the meaning is. But i'll  get back to that heres the key for the highlights. i'm also afraid of clowns

Aqua- i thought was funny
Neon green- just plain stupid, irony, or OMG
Yellow- just plain don't even get me started on how stupid.....
Red- either OMG how racist or  grrr thats horrible
pink- some of my phobias
Orange- kinda like red but less severe




Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia- Fear of noise.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Algophobia- Fear of pain.
Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Altophobia- Fear of heights.
Amathophobia- Fear of dust.
Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.
Amnesiphobia- Fear of amnesia.
Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Ancraophobia- Fear of wind. (Anemophobia)
Androphobia- Fear of men.
Anemophobia- Fear of air drafts or wind.(Ancraophobia)
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Anglophobia- Fear of England or English culture, etc.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint.
Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Antlophobia- Fear of floods.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)
Apiphobia- Fear of bees.
Apotemnophobia- Fear of persons with amputations.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
Arrhenphobia- Fear of men.Arsonphobia- Fear of fire.
Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness.
Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Ceraunophobia, Keraunophobia)
Astrophobia- Fear of stars or celestial space.
Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.
Ataxiophobia- Fear of ataxia. (muscular incoordination)
Ataxophobia- Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Atephobia- Fear of ruin or ruins.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atomosophobia- Fear of atomic explosions.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.
Aurophobia- Fear of gold.
Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights.
Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.
Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.
B
Bacillophobia- Fear of microbes.
Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria.
Ballistophobia- Fear of missiles or bullets.
Bolshephobia- Fear of Bolsheviks.
Barophobia- Fear of gravity.
Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling.
Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
Bathophobia- Fear of depth.
Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.
Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia)
Bibliophobia- Fear of books.Blennophobia- Fear of slime.
Bogyphobia- Fear of bogeys or the bogeyman.
Botanophobia- Fear of plants.
Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells.
Brontophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
Bufonophobia- Fear of toads.


Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty.
Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.
Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
Carnophobia- Fear of meat.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.
Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting.
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors.
Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas.
Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)
Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia)
Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.
Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety.
Chionophobia- Fear of snow.
Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.
Chirophobia- Fear of hands.
Chiroptophobia- Fear of bats.
Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera.
Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money.
Chromophobia or Chromatophobia- Fear of colors.
Chronophobia- Fear of time.
Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks.
Cibophobia- Fear of food.(Sitophobia, Sitiophobia)
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Cleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
Climacophobia- Fear of stairs, climbing, or of falling downstairs.
Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed.
Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
Cnidophobia- Fear of stings.
Cometophobia- Fear of comets.
Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
Coitophobia- Fear of coitus.
Contreltophobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.
Coprophobia- Fear of feces.
Consecotaleophobia- Fear of chopsticks.
Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.
Counterphobia- The preference by a phobic for fearful situations.
Cremnophobia- Fear of precipices.
Cryophobia- Fear of extreme cold, ice or frost.
Crystallophobia- Fear of crystals or glass.
Cyberphobia- Fear of computers or working on a computer.
Cyclophobia- Fear of bicycles.
Cymophobia or Kymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions.
Cynophobia- Fear of dogs or rabies.
Cypridophobia or Cypriphobia or Cyprianophobia or Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.

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Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements.
Deipnophobia- Fear of dining or dinner conversations.
Dementophobia- Fear of insanity.
Demonophobia or Daemonophobia- Fear of demons.
Demophobia- Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia)
Dendrophobia- Fear of trees.
Dentophobia- Fear of dentists.
Dermatophobia- Fear of skin lesions.
Dermatosiophobia or Dermatophobia or Dermatopathophobia- Fear of skin disease.
Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.
Diabetophobia- Fear of diabetes.
Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.
Dikephobia- Fear of justice.
Dinophobia- Fear of dizziness or whirlpools.
Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.
Dipsophobia- Fear of drinking.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Disposophobia- Fear of throwing stuff out. Hoarding.
Domatophobia- Fear of houses or being in a house.(Eicophobia, Oikophobia)
Doraphobia- Fear of fur or skins of animals.
Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
Dromophobia- Fear of crossing streets.
Dutchphobia- Fear of the Dutch.
Dysmorphophobia- Fear of deformity.
Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.

Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.
Ecophobia- Fear of home.
Eicophobia- Fear of home surroundings.(Domatophobia, Oikophobia)
Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.
Electrophobia- Fear of electricity.
Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
Elurophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia)
Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting.
Enetophobia- Fear of pins.
Enochlophobia- Fear of crowds.
Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
Entomophobia- Fear of insects.
Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight.
Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.
Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds.
Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.
Equinophobia- Fear of horses.
Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.
Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing.
Ergasiophobia- 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating.
Ergophobia- Fear of work.
Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news.
Erythrophobia or Erytophobia or Ereuthophobia- 1) Fear of redlights. 2) Blushing. 3) Red.

Febriphobia or Fibriphobia or Fibriophobia- Fear of fever.
Felinophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Galeophobia, Gatophobia)
Francophobia- Fear of France or French culture. (Gallophobia, Galiophobia)
Frigophobia- Fear of cold or cold things.(Cheimaphobia, Cheimatophobia, Psychrophobia)

Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats.
Gallophobia or Galiophobia- Fear France or French culture. (Francophobia)
Gamophobia- Fear of marriage.
Geliophobia- Fear of laughter.
Gelotophobia- Fear of being laughed at.
Geniophobia- Fear of chins.
Genuphobia- Fear of knees.Gephyrophobia or Gephydrophobia or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.
Germanophobia- Fear of Germany or German culture.
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.
Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste.
Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge.
Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.
Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.

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Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things.
Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.
Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched.
Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.
Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
Heliophobia- Fear of the sun.Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.
Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.
Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.
Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things.
Hippophobia- Fear of horses.
Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia- Fear of long words.    lol this is the fear of long words and it's 46 lettersHobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars.
Hodophobia- Fear of road travel.
Hormephobia- Fear of shock.
Homichlophobia- Fear of fog.
Homilophobia- Fear of sermons.
Hominophobia- Fear of men.
Homophobia- Fear of sameness, monotony or of homosexuality or of becoming homosexual.
Hoplophobia- Fear of firearms.
Hydrargyophobia- Fear of mercurial medicines.
Hydrophobia- Fear of water or of rabies.
Hydrophobophobia- Fear of rabies.
Hyelophobia or Hyalophobia- Fear of glass.
Hygrophobia- Fear of liquids, dampness, or moisture.
Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.
Hylophobia- Fear of forests.
Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia- Fear of responsibility.
Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
Hypsiphobia- Fear of height.

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Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.
Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish.
Ideophobia- Fear of ideas.
Illyngophobia- Fear of vertigo or feeling dizzy when looking down.
Iophobia- Fear of poison.
Insectophobia - Fear of insects.Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.
Isopterophobia- Fear of termites, insects that eat wood.


Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.
Kainolophobia or Kainophobia- Fear of anything new, novelty.
Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule.
Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down.Katsaridaphobia- Fear of cockroaches.Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.
Keraunophobia or Ceraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)

Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion.
Kleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms.
Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue.
Koniophobia- Fear of dust. (Amathophobia)
Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.
Kymophobia- Fear of waves. (Cymophobia)
Kynophobia- Fear of rabies.
Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.


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Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.
Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.
Leprophobia or Lepraphobia- Fear of leprosy.
Leukophobia- Fear of the color white.Levophobia- Fear of things to the left side of the body.
Ligyrophobia- Fear of loud noises.
Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Limnophobia- Fear of lakes.
Linonophobia- Fear of string.Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits.
Lockiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers.
Logophobia- Fear of words.Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphillis.
Lutraphobia- Fear of otters.
Lygophobia- Fear of darkness.    but only sometimes
Lyssophobia- Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.

Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.
Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking.
Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Malaxophobia- Fear of love play. (Sarmassophobia)
Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity.
Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.
Mechanophobia- Fear of machines.
Megalophobia- Fear of large things.
Melissophobia- Fear of bees.Melanophobia- Fear of the color black.
Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music.Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.
Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.
Metallophobia- Fear of metal.
Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors.
Methyphobia- Fear of alcohol.
Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.Microbiophobia- Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia)
Microphobia- Fear of small things.Misophobia or Mysophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt or germs.
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
Molysmophobia or Molysomophobia- Fear of dirt or contamination.
Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.
Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.
Motorphobia- Fear of automobiles.
Mottephobia- Fear of moths.
Musophobia or Muriphobia- Fear of mice.
Mycophobia- Fear or aversion to mushrooms.
Mycrophobia- Fear of small things.
Myctophobia- Fear of darkness.
Myrmecophobia- Fear of ants.
Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.
Myxophobia- Fear of slime. (Blennophobia)

Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia)
Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.
Nelophobia- Fear of glass.
Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
Neophobia- Fear of anything new.Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.
Nomatophobia- Fear of names.Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.
Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill.
Nostophobia- Fear of returning home.
Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.
Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons.
Nudophobia- Fear of nudity.
Numerophobia- Fear of numbers.   good excuse i don't like mathNyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night
Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.

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Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia)Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs.
Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles.
Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia)
Oenophobia- Fear of wines.
Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings, house.(Domatophobia, Eicophobia)
Olfactophobia- Fear of smells.
Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes.
Omphalophobia- Fear of belly buttons.
Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.
Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names.
Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia)
Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.Opiophobia- Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients.
Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes.
Ornithophobia- Fear of birds.
Orthophobia- Fear of property.
Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors.
Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfish.
Ouranophobia or Uranophobia- Fear of heaven.

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Pagophobia- Fear of ice or frost.
Panthophobia- Fear of suffering and disease.
Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything.
Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope.
Papyrophobia- Fear of paper.
Paralipophobia- Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.
Parasitophobia- Fear of parasites.
Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th.
Pathophobia- Fear of disease.
Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity.
Parturiphobia- Fear of childbirth.
Peccatophobia- Fear of sinning or imaginary crimes.
Pediculophobia- Fear of lice.Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.
Pedophobia- Fear of children.
Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.
Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty.
Pentheraphobia- Fear of mother-in-law. (Novercaphobia)
Phagophobia- Fear of swallowing or of eating or of being eaten.
Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald.Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.
Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.Phengophobia- Fear of daylight or sunshine.
Philemaphobia or Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Philosophobia- Fear of philosophy.
Phobophobia- Fear of phobias.
Photoaugliaphobia- Fear of glaring lights.
Photophobia- Fear of light.
Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.
Phthiriophobia- Fear of lice. (Pediculophobia)
Phthisiophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
Placophobia- Fear of tombstones.
Plutophobia- Fear of wealth.
Pluviophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia- Fear of choking of being smothered.
Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia)
Pogonophobia- Fear of beards.
Poliosophobia- Fear of contracting poliomyelitis.
Politicophobia- Fear or abnormal dislike of politicians.
Polyphobia- Fear of many things.
Poinephobia- Fear of punishment.
Ponophobia- Fear of overworking or of pain.
Porphyrophobia- Fear of the color purple.   that is horrible i love purplePotamophobia- Fear of rivers or running water.
Potophobia- Fear of alcohol.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of drugs.
Prosophobia- Fear of progress.
Psellismophobia- Fear of stuttering.
Psychophobia- Fear of mind.
Psychrophobia- Fear of cold.
Pteromerhanophobia- Fear of flying.
Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathers.
Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.
Pyrexiophobia- Fear of Fever.
Pyrophobia- Fear of fire.


 


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Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays.
Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs.
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation.
Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.
Rupophobia- Fear of dirt.
Russophobia- Fear of Russians.

Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween.
Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia)
Satanophobia- Fear of Satan.Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies.
Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars.
Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.
Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms.
Scolionophobia- Fear of school.
Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at.
Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.
Scotophobia- Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia)Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public.
Selachophobia- Fear of sharks.
Selaphobia- Fear of light flashes.
Selenophobia- Fear of the moon.
Seplophobia- Fear of decaying matter.
Sesquipedalophobia- Fear of long words.Siderodromophobia- Fear of trains, railroads or train travel.
Siderophobia- Fear of stars.
Sinistrophobia- Fear of things to the left or left-handed.
Sinophobia- Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food or eating. (Cibophobia)
Snakephobia- Fear of snakes. (Ophidiophobia)
Soceraphobia- Fear of parents-in-law.
Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.
Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.
Somniphobia- Fear of sleep.
Sophophobia- Fear of learning. ha ha good excuseSoteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.
Spacephobia- Fear of outer space.
Spectrophobia- Fear of specters or ghosts.
Spermatophobia or Spermophobia- Fear of germs.   or germaphobia
Spheksophobia- Fear of wasps.Stasibasiphobia or Stasiphobia- Fear of standing or walking. (Ambulophobia)
Staurophobia- Fear of crosses or the crucifix.
Stenophobia- Fear of narrow things or places.
Stygiophobia or Stigiophobia- Fear of hell.Suriphobia- Fear of mice.
Symbolophobia- Fear of symbolism.
Symmetrophobia- Fear of symmetry.
Syngenesophobia- Fear of relatives.


Tachophobia- Fear of speed.
Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.
Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
Tapinophobia- Fear of being contagious.
Taurophobia- Fear of bulls.
Technophobia- Fear of technology.
Teleophobia- 1) Fear of definite plans. 2) Religious ceremony.
Telephonophobia- Fear of telephones.
Teratophobia- Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people.
Testophobia- Fear of taking tests.
Teutophobia- Fear of German or German things.Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics.
Thaasophobia- Fear of sitting.
Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.
Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.
Theatrophobia- Fear of theatres.
Theologicophobia- Fear of theology.
Theophobia- Fear of gods or religion.
Thermophobia- Fear of heat.
Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.
Tonitrophobia- Fear of thunder.
Topophobia- Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright.
Toxiphobia or Toxophobia or Toxicophobia- Fear of poison or of being accidently poisoned.
Traumatophobia- Fear of injury.
Tremophobia- Fear of trembling.
Trichinophobia- Fear of trichinosis.
Trichopathophobia or Trichophobia- Fear of hair. (Chaetophobia, Hypertrichophobia)
Triskaidekaphobia- Fear of the number 13.Tropophobia- Fear of moving or making changes.
Trypanophobia- Fear of injections.
Tuberculophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
Tyrannophobia- Fear of tyrants.

Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven.
Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.

Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination.
Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Verbophobia- Fear of words.Verminophobia- Fear of germs. again germaphobia
Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing.
Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father.

Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons.
Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft.


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Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow. he he i'm so meanXenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages.
Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Xerophobia- Fear of dryness.
Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests.
Xyrophobia-Fear of razors.

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Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.
Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods.
Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat. lolZoophobia- Fear of animals.

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Ideas *lightbulb*

Okay, so I'm running out of topics to use and I don't like brainstorming so thats out of the question.
So I want you to give me some ideas to rant on, talk about, or answer questions. They can be stupid, silly, unimportant topics, like homework and stuff. Or they can be serious and important. Again you can ask questions, my opinion on things, (not a good idea, i'm pretty honest) and anything else you can think of. Thanks!!!
~Ali
Its a rainy day in Pittsburgh, but I guess we really needed the rain. I just wanted to let you guys know that, unfortionatley, my dad, a while ago he bought a 36 freaking foot RV. Which my parents named "iRV" get it... like iPod, iPhone. Ya it took me like a month to figure it out. They pronounce it (herve). So anyways, we are going on a month long trip in it, and let me mention it is our second trip, but that doesn't even count because we just went up and saw my grandparents. I don't think I can live with them that long.THIS ISN"T IMPORTANT!  Let me tell you about it. It has two couches, one pulls out into a bed, a kitchen stove, oven, stink, garbage disposer, refridgerator, pantry (small pantry), a table, theres a bathroom, a toilet, a sink and vanity, and a shower. They have a private bed room with a queen sized bed in back. Theres a flat screen tv and a satelite. idk.
We are going to the great lakes for a month!!!!!! I'm not good at making new friends, heck, (sorry don't want to sware) I don't even like talking to people. Which makes me come off as mean, ha ha but really I'm very sarcastic... and stupid. I once asked how a  5 dollar foot long costs at subway. Ya, I'm pretty awesome. I'd rather be reading and playing on my iPod and phone than hiking. Lets just say nature doesn't like me. Oh well, I'm just worried because i saw the movie RV and I seriously don't want to end up like that. I worry a lot.
I'll probably just play guitar, finish a librarys worth of books in the first two weeks, then make my parents go to borders, or barnes and noble, get me a star bucks, or seatles best coffee. and some, a lot, of books,

Wow am I ever boring today. So I was at my friends house, and it starts pouring down rain. So we run out and get soaked through. Unfortionatley it cleared up and got really hot. But we didn't care, because we started play badmitten. I thought we were playing basketball until she explained to me that you don't hit backet balls with rackets. If you haven't already guessed, then your really stupid, I suck at bad mitten. It took me ten trys to hit that weird thing I think its a birdie, oh well i'll call it that. I wasn't even close to hitting it, so I just picked it up and threw it over the net. Luckily I didn't feel as bad when my friend turned out to suck almost as bad as me. I even got it stuck in the net.

Theres really nothing on my mind today. Acctuially it's totally blank, thats a first. I'm sorry I'm so boring.
I really really really want a vanilla bean frapachino from starbucks, or maybe their new one. Yummm. I really want to go shopping. Like really bad, but we are soooo busy. My friend, Katie, and I are going to help out at our church's summer camp, it's only a week. But we get to be with the little kids. SOOO CUTE! I'm looking forward to that, but on the july second (saturday) we are leaving for the highway to h*ll.

I've been thinking a lot about horoscopes, lovescopes, and tarot. I'm kinda obsessed with astrological signs. I know that they aren't real but still, they get me pretty well.  I'm a virgo, and I literally cried when that guy said there was another sign. no way, i'm staying Virgo forever, unless my birthday changes miraculously. here's my scope.

Sun sign
Your head may buzz with activity today, Virgo. Suddenly it seems like the spotlight has been turned on. You're on stage and your brainpower is being tested. Are you up to the challenge? Ready or not, it's here. Remember the importance of individuality. Don't be another cookie-cutter replica. Be your own person and think for yourself.
Read your Daily Planetary Overview
An energetic Aries Moon stimulates cosmic contacts and change. Aspects with the Sun and Mars enhance your ability to get your way. You won't take no for an answer and won't hesitate to ask. Facts trump feelings when the Moon and Saturn nudge people to lay cards on the table tonight.
 
love
The current aspect means you have quite an interesting day ahead of you, that is, if you like the feeling of being exposed to a live current. If you are going out on a first date, then you may find the chemistry between you almost irresistible. This could create a dilemma, as you really do not like to rush anything, least of all intimacy.
 
wellness
 pull between what you want to do to get ahead and what you must do to stay centered could frustrate you right now. There will many days like this in your lifetime, and the most important thing is to be aware of them when they occur and to gain perspective on the dilemma. The one thing that will never move down on the list of priorities is your health, so why not favor staying centered?
 
there is a food one, but really i'd go for cupcakes over zuchini and pineapple muffins any day. I have a high metabulism that burns off calories like a match.
 
 
Now i'm confused about tomorrows, is anyone able to disect horoscopse and point out the meaning? Help
 
sun sign for June 24 2011
You might have to toughen your skin today, Virgo. Don't automatically write someone off because of an action that you think is offensive. Allow others to have their opinions and respect their right to express them openly. Keep an open mind and don't judge. Maintain a diplomatic attitude and keep your critical thoughts to yourself. Don't think less of others in order to feel better about yourself.
 
wait never mind i get it. I need to think of the way people mean what they are saying. I need to respect everyone, and don't judge. I have to keep my thoughts to myself. This is going to be hard.
 
Hmm well I know i've said this before but wow, i'm really boring. Seriously reading this i'm a wasting your precious time, but it's not precious to me, unless you only have a # of days left to live. Then I feel really bad. I need ideas on what to say and do in my blogs, how to make them interesting. Should i do a quiestion of the day, a poll, a fill in the blank, it's not like i have any subscribers, or followers so I'd never have any answers. Give me some ideas for me to rant on, or talk about. They can be either silly or stupid, or serious and important. Or just plain questions you have for me. Even homework, although it's the summer so ya. ha ha. Oh well.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Hello my non-existent fellow bloggers, (a.k.a. Kiahra, who is the only amazing person who ever reads my blogs, rants, or just plain ADHD trances.)
Now that I'm finished with introductions. I've been up since 1:30 a.m. and I'm not even tired. Obviously one of the very few perks of having ADHD, that and not getting in trouble in class for shouting out, "SQUIRREL!" or "accidently" flinging a pencil across the room, at your, well, not very well liked teacher. Why is Pittsburgh dreary this year, I mean come on, It's summer for crying out loud. I never really understood that expression. Because I'm not acctually crying out loud, or on the inside.
Latley I've become quite obsessed with Shakespeare, acctually with his piece "Romeo and Juilet" although in french class Juilet is spell Juilette. Oh well they sound the same. You probably already know the story, but I'll just be annoying and summarize it for you. Romeo falls in love with a girl named Rosaline. Rosaline never really liked him and decides to become a nun. Romeo is heart broken and becomes deeply depressed. At the same time, Juilet is going to be forced to marry this guy named Prince, or maybe he was a Prince and didn't have a name. Well the Capulets were having a masquerade ball at their home or mansion and Romeo and his buddies decide to crash it. Why? Because Rosaline is there... Duh. But the fates have something else in mind. Romeo meets juilet, they fall in love, they have some forbidden kisses, some famous lines are said, blah blah blah blah blah. Now here comes the interesting part. Romeo is a Montague, Juilet is a Capulet. Their families are rivals, I'm pretty sure you don't care why, but I'll tell you anyway. I think this imformation is correct, remember I'm only 13 so I make mistakes. Lady Capulet, when she was younger was going to marry I think Lord Montague, but he turned her down because he didn't want to marry a poor girl. So she went and married Lord (is that what they called them back then) Capulet vowing to hate and curse the montagues forever. Okay you can wake up now. I'm done. Well Romeo and Juilet want to marry but they need to fool their families since it's obviously not okay. They go to a priest or may be it was a monk, but not together because Romeo had to leave town because he killed one of juilets mean cousins. Who had killed one of his friends. He was driven out of town. Unfortionatley he never got the news that juliet wasn 't dead she just took a sleeping potion that made her look like she was dead (coma) so he Did suicide, then when she saw him she did suicide. Now the question is why do people want a perfect fairy tale romance like Romeo and Juilet did. I mean if it was like that we'd all be doing suicide.
Wow i'm sorry am I ever boring. I keep on getting distracted by the most randomest things, like lamps, squirrels, lights door knobs (mostly because I usually forget to open the door and end up walking into it. It's okay the doors fine) I especially hate revolving doors because I can't figure out how to get out of them, they are just so confusing, they keep going a round a round a round and a round and then i get dizzy and i stop and then the door hits me. Wow. Thats a really long run on sentence. Sorry. I once ever ran into a wall during a skating competition. lets just say that i didn't do very well (i got last)

I'm going to get off of here before I say something really embarrassing. Wait, I guess thats a little ot late.
Bye!

Monday, June 20, 2011















Forgive me, I haven't been on for a while. I'll be doing some catching up. Christmas, My last summer vacation, 2010. Wow thats sad. A trip to the Pittsburgh Zoo and Aquarium, and maybe even some miscellaneous stuff.The skating season ended a while a go, but I still dream of the biting wind and delicate snowflakes in my hair, at 7:30 on Saturday mornings. I still hear the crunch and slice of my blades, tracing imaginary patterns on the ice. I think of my friends that have become my second family, and the warm skating lodge, my second home. I miss it so much. But now it's summer, and the ice is has been melted for a while, but that doesn't stop my over-active imagination from slipping into a day dream about skating like a star.








last day of skating. My friend, Jaclyn and I.



Winter. Thats my favorite season of all time. Why? You ask. Its because thats when the skating season is, Christmas, and most of all Winter Break!!!!!! It's a time of joy and cheer, a time when families near, your christmas trees are lit up, and many presents show up. You have egg nog and ginger bread cookies. The scent of spices fill the air. The air is cold, but you don't care, because snowflakes are falling from the sky. The earth looks like it has been covered in powdered sugar, and it sparkles in the setting sun. When I was younger my dad would read me "twas the night before christmas" every year. I still sneak in to his office at home and read it. As I sip my hot chocolate, thats overflowing with miny marshmallows, I think Finally Christmas is here.


My sister, Cassie, and I.




My mom, Dad, My sister, and Me.


Me in front of my christmas tree.











I know that this is late, well really late, but o just wanted to tell you about my vacation to Sanibel Island, Florida. I step out of the rental car with my best friend, Anna, and immediatley the fishy, salty smell of the ocean hits my nose. I took a deep breath, savoring the beach. I felt the hot sand under my toes, and felt the relief of the nice cool crystal clear ocean. I was in Heaven.



Me looking for shells


My daddy and i walking hand in hand looking for shells. That was a really close moment to God right there. (yes, kiahra i still call my dad daddy too.)


When we went on a dolphin watch

family portrait



Every where you go you can see a little bit of God, or a little slice of Heaven.

my friend anna and i on the beach
Lately the song, "If I die young" by the band Perry has been on my mind, i've been singing it everywhere I go, well at least humming it under my breath. But it really made me think about what would happen if I died today and everything that I wouldn't get to experience. Would my friends miss me, would I miss them. I love love love love love roses. When I die, which hopefully won't be soon, I want to be buried with a ton of roses, of every color.



if I die young, bury me in satin

lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song


Uh oh, uh oh


Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors,

oh andLife ain't always what you think it ought to be, no

Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, wellI've had, just enough time


And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom

I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger,

I've Never known the lovin' of a man

But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand,

there's a Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,

Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well, I've had, just enough time


So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

uh oh (uh, oh)


The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)


Go with peace and love

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket

Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh


The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls


I love going to the zoo, but mostly the aquarium because I want to be a marine biologist when I grow up. Here are some pictures.

polar bear





I would like to ask you guys to do a favor for me. If that isn't to much. My grampa, Papa lew, is getting Altzimers pretty bad. Could you please keep him in your prayers so he doesn't forget totally who he is inside. I love him so much, and I hardley get to see him, because they live in west virginia. When I go there, they live on a farm, i love the fresh air and the clean smell. I could just shut my eyes, or look at the clear sky all day. I love the country









Saturday, December 18, 2010

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In english class we are reading the story "A Christmas Carol." with ebeneezar scrooge, the three ghosts, well four if you include Jacob Marley. The story is about a man who is very sanctimonious, mean, and just a scrooge. He is visited by three ghosts, past, present, future, in order to change his ways and understand that happiness is more important than money. Scrooge learns to love and be gracious after seeing his own death, gasping his last breath alone, then being robbed by pickpockets, and not being able to stop them. He begs future to give him another chance. he changes his ways and saves his life. I don't know what that has to do with anything that i'm going to say, but it just kindof came to my mind. heres what i wanted to say.

As I was decorating my families Christmas tree, I remembered all of the wonderful times that I'd had under that tree. Truely too many to remember. Holiday cleaning and decorating is lots of fun... well the decorating is. But the satisfactory feel of knowing that it's your work of art and accomplishing something that looks so beautiful, really feels good. My favorite part of Christmas has always been the Christmas tree. I remember how happy i've felt and how many times i've had my breath taken away by the beauty of all the ornaments of angels singing, doves flying, bells ringing, every single one of them glistening under the lights strung on the tree. The memories replaying in my head are to special to say. I don't even care about the presents under the tree. Sometimes I just wish that time could stop for a while, capturing that very moment, and letting me enjoy it just for a while. It's almost like taking a photo, except that's just a captured moment in time. Camera's are not able to capture true happiness or love, only a fraction of that moment, even so a pictures worth a thousand words, but true peace, timeless.

Friday, December 17, 2010

I've been working on this story. i'd like some ideas about new characters, new conflicts, or anything that would make it more attention grabbing. i would also like to ask you guys to respect my story and not copy it, because i've worked hard on writing it and it's my work, no one else should be able to take credit for it. sorry just read and comment it nothing else. lol sorry. i'm tired

I was running through a pasture with long grasses and flowers, my long brown hair streaming behind me as the warm breeze picked it up. I slowed down and began to pay more attention to my surroundings. My eyes settled on a peculiar flower and an odd feeling of déjà vu settled in on me I remember this place from somewhere. The flower was the strangest of blues. Like indigo, but lighter, yet still darker and it seemed to look as if I just touched it very lightly it would shatter. As I walked closer it gave off energy that made the made the hairs on the back of my neck raise, flowers give off a healing, happy energy, but this one was full of hate and violence, un-human. I felt like it was watching me and knew that I was here. I started walking toward the flower again and with every step the air seemed to grow colder and stronger with dark energy. I know knew it wasn’t a real flower. I had never felt anything like this, and I knew I should turn around, but I didn’t want too. When I got to the flower the air suddenly went still and my blood ran cold freezing in my veins. I knew I should run, but my legs wouldn’t work. I was paralyzed with fear. Suddenly the flower began to change first rippling, then ripping apart violently as it thrashed around slashing with its limbs. It grew larger morphing into something and its dark energy so strong it made me want to vomit. It was becoming a boy, probably around fifteen, not into high school yet. He turned around, I sucked in my breath. He was gorgeous, brown hair reaching the middle of his ears even length all around but still had that I know my hair looks perfectly messy look kind of like Justin Biebers but way hotter and less gay. But his eyes were what drew me in; they were the same shade as the flower almost black. They were hypnotizing. When I looked away from his eyes I got a strange feeling in my gut telling me I knew him but I knew that I had never met him yet I had a feeling like I had known him all my life. I was searching through my brain trying to think of who or what he is. I knew now that he’s a shape shifter, an enemy of our people, but who he was is a mystery. Just then I realized I had been staring at him for around five minutes. I felt my face turn bright red and I hid behind my hair luckily he broke the unpleasant silence. I would have thought that what he said would have been cocky and flirty, but the three words that he spoke chilled me to the bone. “We Are Coming.” I woke up in a cold sweat, and I quickly turned on the light as best as I could with my shaking hands. Just a dream it was just a dream, I told myself but it felt too real. I looked over at the time. 12:00 a.m... “That’s weird, I said to myself, that’s the third time this week that I had that dream and woke up at that time.” “It must be stress.” But I knew it wasn’t, the nightmares felt to real, like a vision. Then I remembered the boy in the dream, I couldn’t stop thinking about him, I needed to know who he was. But what I remembered the best were his eyes. “I know them from somewhere,” I said to myself. I quickly thought about all of my friends, their families, my teachers, people I’ve seen in magazines, from TV shows, and then about my past boyfriends. None of them had his eyes; I can’t find a way to describe them. I knew what he was for sure though; he was a shape shifter and a powerful one too. Strong ones can take on the form of anything perfectly, but only the ones whose parents are the leaders or the person themselves are chosen ones can possess such power. When I tried to push his eyes out of my head, they just came back like they were following me or wanting me to know something, haunting me. “Oh well, I said, I’ll look for those eyes at school tomorrow.” As I laid down I thought I saw a flash of that haunting blue, but when I looked again it was gone. I must be seeing things I said to myself. I’ll tell Char in the morning.
Chapter 2
As I woke up I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. “Ugghh!” I groaned. I looked like crap, no surprise there. I went in the bathroom, washed my face, put on some neutral colored sparkly dust on my eyes, some eyeliner, a little mascara, foundation, and barely any blush. I looked in the mirror and I knew I was forgetting something, shoot I had to do my hair. I quickly brushed it out and straightened it. My hair was naturally wavy but it wasn’t the Taylor swift wave’s just soft waves with A LOT of body! I ran down stairs and heated up an eggo. EW, they tasted horrible but after a while you can’t taste them at all. I sent up a prayer the goddess Epona, I call her ell, asking her to let me have a safe day at school and let the dreams not affect my education. Not that I like school I just think that you should have a good education. I ran outside to the bus stop and waited and waited I looked at my watch I’m early but why isn’t the bus coming. I see char, short for charlotte or Charlie, walking up the hill, alone. Thank God. I really needed to talk to her about my dream. Luckily she saw the look on my face and said, “You had another dream last night, tell me about it.” When I was finished she was quiet, but I knew that she was processing what I had just said. Finally she replied, “Does it seem real, the dream, does it seem real to you like it’s actually happening.” “What are you saying Char and it did seem like I was experiencing it.” I said. “I think you are getting visions Brighid.” I knew she was being serious because she called me by my real name. Char continued, “Bri I think that Epona is sending you visions to warn you of danger.” I listened hard to her because I thought she had a point. After thinking I said, “Char I believe you are right, I know that Epona is your goddess too. But I do not think that I am any higher up on her glory list than you are no offense. We are not high shamans or incarnates. So mostly we are on the bottom of the food chain….” Char interrupted me, “Brighid I have been studying the ways of the goddess and many things on our own world. We live on earth but we have our own land, Parlona, where things are very different don’t forget. After researching I have found that there is only one chosen incarnate of the goddess herself and I over-heard my parents whispering last night that the incarnate was found in a pasture dead.” “Char that’s awful,” I said maybe a little too loudly, “what happened?” Char shushed, and began talking. “They said that she was found in a pasture with bite marks and bruises with a knife in her chest. They also found her silver dagger in her hand with blood on it that wasn’t hers. But come we must talk later.” As I walked toward the school chars words chilled me. They found her in a pasture and those past three nights I was in a pasture being warn that they were coming. As I waIked through the huge school doors I sensed that something was different I looked over at char for help but she only gave a slight smile that told me she could feel it too. As we walked further to our lockers people started staring at something. Shoot I realized it was me! I started to freak out and I quickly asked Char if there was something on me. She just smiled and kept walking. When I reached my locker I torn open the door and looked in my mirror searching for anything embarrassing like a zit, really frizzy hair, or food in my teeth. Nope, nothing. I looked up in the mirror again and I saw my face. I was radiating a golden light. I sensed a presence and I knew it was Epona, as quickly as it happened the feeling left, but I felt her words breeze through my ear as she left, “I am with you Beloved”
Chapter 3

The day went by in a breeze and before I knew it Char was pulling me out the front doors of school. We went to our secret spot in the park. It was a clearing with a koi pond, weeping willow trees, and two huge oak trees spaced evenly apart. We were the only ones that knew about it. Char quickly pulled the hidden door shut. “Brighid I have a plan for your visions, Char said, “I want you to try to talk to the shifter tonight, okay? Ask him who he is, what he wants, and why he is telling you this.” But I was still too discombobulated to from Epona talking to me. “Bri, Hello? Are you even listening to me?” Char said as she waved her hand in front of my face. I snapped out of it just before she was going to slap me on my face. “Char I need to tell you something, I said. “what” “I know it might sound crazy but Epona talked to me today—“ Char cut me off, “Bri, it doesn’t sound crazy, with the way you were glowing and acting today a normal person would of thought you were high, said Char, But I knew right away. What did she say?” I remembered her words and how I felt when she whispered to me, like I was the most glorious person in the world. She said, “I am with you Beloved.” Char gasped, “Brighid do you know how serious this is, this means that Epona has made you her incarnate.” “Char you’ve officially have gone crazy, that’s not possible, because I wasn’t born one.” “Everyone has a double in Parlona, on in this world, one there. When an incarnate dies, their double automatically becomes the incarnate. But the people in Parlona only believe that the incarnate has a double, they don’t know that they do,” Char explained to me. “Oh” was all I could say. “What was she like,” I asked, “she must have been my age and pretty mean for someone to kill her.” After pausing to think char replied, “Yes, they said that she was very evil, and if anyone got in her way, she had them sentenced to death, even people who supported her. “People were scared of her Bri; char whispered and looked around as if someone was watching her, “they even hated her, some enough to get someone to kill her.” Char glanced at her watch, “but come on its getting late and you need to have that vision again, night Bri.” “Night.”
Chapter 4
I got home about five minutes later. I unlocked the front door, stepped inside, and locked it behind me. As I was hanging up my coat, I heard a shattering sound upstairs. I walked up the stairs, toward the noise. It was coming through the bathroom, no my brothers room. I walked slowly toward the door, my heart racing so hard I’m sure that if someone where down stairs they could hear it. I knocked on his door and I didn’t hear a response so I opened the door. The room was pitch black, I fumbled to find the light switch, unsuccessfully tripping over something. I quickly stood back up and felt along the wall finally I found the switch. I didn’t have time to switch it on because I was roughly pulled away from the switch and my eyes and mouth were covered with hands. “We’re not alone, so don’t move.” I immediately recognized my brother’s voice. I nodded and he removed his hand. I heard something moving throughout the room, the crunch of shoes on broken glass, then it a thump. Someone cursed; my hand immediately flew to the light switch. Light flooded the room and my hand flew to my mouth and bile ran to the back of my throat when I saw what was standing next to the bed. The only thing I remember next is the thing jumping out the window and my fainting into the glass. I was walking down a freezing dark alleyway. It smelled like mildew and the most acidic, foul, fetid smell, bile raised in my throat. I needed to get out of here, my mom always told me to stay away from places like this because this is where bad things happen. I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of running feet as they echoed down the alleyway. I looked over my shoulder and I saw something with a black ski mask over their face raising a gun, pointing at me. I immediately took off in a run, I did track once and I was pretty good at it, until an accident broke my leg forcing me to quit. Even being a fast runner, they were gaining up on me. I looked back again, adrenaline pounded through my veins, he was ten steps away. I forced myself to run, but even as my legs were moving I was still freezing with fear. I saw light up ahead, “yes,” I thought, “if I can just get there, I’ll be safe.” I pushed harder; I was almost there, when I ran smack into a wall. I started to cry, as I panicked with fear. It was a dead end and so was i.
I woke up to the sound of beeping. I didn’t recognize where I was, but I knew it wasn’t my room. My mom was sitting next to me, holding my hand; she called for the doctor saying that I was awake. My head was pounding, like someone was drilling my head and my mouth was like the Sahara desert. “What happened,” I asked. “you were pushed through a window Brighid,” my mom explained, “when you fell you hit your head, so you have a severe concussion. The doctors don’t know if you’ll ever be okay.” It was a lot to take in, but right now I couldn’t even think. Ow.
It's my first post so don't be angry if I mess it up. The reason that i started this blog is because my friend, Kiahra, and i have been emailing ever since she moved away to California. She said that i should start a blog, and that it's really fun to post stuff. She has a blog too. Now that i got that covered. Thank God it's friday, but that means that i have even more homework. I sometimes lay awake in bed just thinking about who would be so twisted and sanctimonious inside that they would make kids have extra work for home. I mean, no offense, but that's why half of this nations kids are obese. Yesterday I got on my scale with my backpack on. It weighed 119.4 pounds, I then took off my backpack and got on the scale alone. I weigh 92.2 pounds. My backpack was over 25 pounds, thats way to much because your backpack is only supposed to weigh 10% of your weight, so for me 9.2 pounds.
Sorry I didn't mean to rant on that, stupid ADHD. We have so much snow, it's been snowing all week, and it's really cold. I am so busy next week because on monday we have a bunch of tests, tuesday I have ice skating, homework, wednesday I have an orchestra concert, yay we get to make everyone fall asleep with our awsomeness... not. Thursday we are going on a fieldtrip to see a musical christmas carol, with the whole seventh grade. ( with ebeneezar scrooge) tell me if anyone's seen it and if it's good. then i have the rest of the week through the 2nd of january off. I'm so excited because my sister is coming to visit us for Christmas, and I haven't even seen her for a whole year! But what kind of stinks is that I have to film scenes 3 and 4 act 2 from the christmas carol for english class over break, with five other people from our class. They are all coming over to my house, >:(. jk.
My dad just bought an motorhome from arizona, its 36 feet long,and it should be here saturday or sunday. i'm sure our neighbors will love that. I'm starting a count down for christmas, christmas break, new years, and isreal. Oh, i'm sorry I'm going to Isreal on feburary eighth to the eighteenth. I get to miss school, Yay, but i have to make up all the homework. I really dispise who ever thought of that idea. The only thing that i'm not looking forward to is that they don't have cell service or wifi in a lot of places. grr. okay i lied, two things i'm not looking forward to. They have a lot of fish, now don't get me wrong i love fish and all because i want to be a marine biologist when i grow up, but I just don't like eating them. Since they live on the meditarainian sea, that really makes up a great portion of what they eat. >:( I'm working on a vintage poster of Vogue for my art team class. (not for school I'm on an art team some where else and all of the team members need to make one for the march art show.) the reason that I'm telling you this is because if anyone has any pictures off of google or ones that will help me get an idea of what to draw, post it on here.
wow i really wrote a long one, sorry. and as you can see I'm not good at grammar or spelling, don't kill me!
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Merry Holidays
Ali
p.s. I'm working on a story I'll post it in another box. please no one copy it because i worked and am working really hard on it. I need some ideas for more characters, more conflicts, i need to know if she should have a boyfriend who knows what she really is before she does and is the bad guy who wants her dead. I"m sorry if this makes absolutely no since to you, but it will once you read it.