Thursday, June 30, 2011

4th day at vacation bible school- water day

Today was really fun. The kids were nice and it was hot outside. Good day to get wet! We hit each other with water balloons, sprayed each other with hoses, and squeezed sponges above our heads. We even got sparkly tatoos. mines a purple dolphin with teal water. Its really sparkly!!!!!! Sorry I got distracted. Over all it was great.
I forgot to show you what I gave my mom for her birthday. I drew her this dress.


When I got home I had to pack my art stuff for the trip. I sharpened 132 prismacolor colored pencils and then organized them in color darkness and rainbow order. How can I do that, but not be able to stay awake in math. Hmmm, any answers? The last time I was organizing them I had just got done and was putting the lid on when I dropped them all. Ya I cried. Two more days until the trip and I have to say. I am getting kinda excited! I think it's going to be fun.  The picture underneath is my friend, Erin, and I on the bus going to duquesne universcity for the Duquense english Festival

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

3rd day at Vacation Bible School

Yep, I was right. The kids absolutley positivley (well negativley) very much dislike me. They're cute and all but scratches and punches do hurt. I don't think I'll ever have kids. Sorry mom and dad, no grand children for you. Unless I change my mind, which doesn't seem very likely with the way things are going.
Other than that everythings the same. I mean it's mostly only like 2 kids that hate me, but when someone hates you it feels like the world hates you, or is that just me? Tomorrows water day and I can guarentee that I will be hit in the face with a bunch of water balloons and noodles. Maybe I should just stay home. But then what kind of person would I be. I signed up for it, so I'm going to stay with it because that wouldn't be fair. Although it's not really fair when 5th graders and throwing stuff and you and zapping you with hair bands. Esspecially when they are your friends brother and his friend. It's really not nice when they punch you in the back too.
You know what forget the crap. I guess I deserved it, I mean I did a wasp on them with my hair band, but only after they shot it at me.
Karma just doesn't like me. Neither does my horoscope.
Have a great day! I know I won't be!

(pray for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE)

Idea from Kiahra

I had asked you guys to give me ideas for my blog. Since I'm running out of them. Kiahra, Teen Sass, told me to "You could try talking about what you want to do when your older, or post your writing ideas:) Those are amazing!" So I'll tell you that. Don't fall alsleep yet.
When I grow up I wanna be a toys r' us kid. ha ha jk, I want to be a marine biologist, an archeologist, and an astronomer. I've always been obsessed with the ocean, the fish, coral, (mostly fish, not sharks) but not so much stuff that can pinch you. I really want to study marine biology because it would be such an interesting career. I could work in an aquarium although thats not really in my interest. Because I want to get out and see the world.
Archeology because I'm really interested in old artifacts and clues to our past. (Incas, Aztecs, Native Americans.) My dad has been studying our family tree, and he found out that we came over (on his side) in the 1700's. Maybe earlier. One of my ancestors married the grand chiefs niece of the Shawnee tribe, (native american) for horses. Thats why I'm part Native American. I have a huge rock collection, which I guess I could be a gemologist. I've always been amazed by rocks and stone pieces.
Astronomy because hello space. I wouldn't like to be an astronaut but if I could study the stars, planets, plasmas, comets, and things like that. The stars and night sky have always facinated me because you feel so small. Just looking at the sky not even through a telescope, is amazing. When I was younger I got a really good telescope for christmas, the sky was really really clear and all the lights were out because we went out around midnight. My dad was able to postion it perfectly on the moon. It was amazing. There are so many craters and valleys, mountains, you name it. Its not just one flat surfave, or a perfect sphere. My sister and her husband were up and so they were looking through the telescope, and when I ran inside to get my camera, he moved it and we couldn't reposition it on the moon. I still am angry with him for that. Shhh don't tell.
Thats what I want to be when I grow up, I hope you aren't asleep, which you probably are. I write so much when other blogs are just quick easy reads. Why am I soooo wierd.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Siblings

I have been an only child my whole life. I mean ya sure, I have a half sister. But she has never lived with us. My dad was married before and had cassie. They divorced then 10 years later he married my mom and they had me. Cassie has always lived with her mom and step dad in ohio. Thats what people don't get, I'm an only child but I have a half-sister. It's really confusing.
When I was little I used to ask for a little brother or sister for christmas. I wanted someone to be able to look up to me and learn from my mistakes so she wouldn't have to make the same ones. I wanted someone who would ask me for help on doing make up and would let me play with thier hair. Someone who would cry with me and would cry on my shoulder when a boy broke our heart. Someone who would always be there for me, and I for her. Someone who would hold my hand when I will hopefully get a second piercing in my ears, and someone who will be able to ask me if I'm okay when I walk into a door, then laugh at me of course. Someone who will always be there for me, someone who understands me. Someone to have fun with and have inside jokes with. Someone who knows me better than I do. But after a lot of years I've realized that all of those characteristics and little things are a best friend. They are like your sister, some times you fight and don't talk to each other. But in your heart you know that even in bad times you are still there for each other and love each other like a sister. With those kinds of friends, some last forever, but some walk away from the friendship, but will always be close to your heart. Some might move away, but you'll still keep in touch. You never want to loose those kinds of people. Some times you'll meet people later in life and instantly become friends. You might even hate someone and judge them, but when you get to talking you realize that they aren't that bad and you have a ton in common.
I know that I got a little sappy, but I'm just so happy that I have amazing friends, because even though I never really had a little sister or an older one around, they became what I never had, we were just the same age. We make mistakes together, and really don't learn much off of them, but have a good time.
I guess that what I wanted to say was Thanks you guys (girls) are amazingly awesome people and I never want you to change.

Vacation bible school day 2

Okay so today was the second day. It was mostly the same but we played more sports. Theres nothing really to talk about. Thursday is water day, I can't wait! Unless they tell us we aren't allowed to participate, that it's only for the kids. Grr. For the 4th of July we are going to be in Mackinaw City Michigan. It will be really cool, because we are right on the beach and they set off fireworks from 3 different locations. BIG fireworks. What will be funny is that we will have the chihuahuas with us and they are really afraid of loud noises. Ha ha, but so am I... I'm such a freak. My mom wants to put glow sticks around their necks. So we won't loose them. I'll take lots of pictures. We are leaving this Saturday and I still don't have my new phone. That's really irritating me.
I'm running out of topics because my life isn't interesting like Kiahras.

1st day of vacation bible school june 27 2011

They say that kids are a good at judging character. Or maybe it's dogs are good at judging... Oh well same thing. Today was a lot of fun, although I don't think kids like me very much. They must be smart... We started off the morning with a skit. It wasn't very funny but the kids seemed to enjoy it. Except for one. Maggie, She was so funny. When ever they told a joke she would go, "I don't get it, or thats not funny!" She also had the best pout face I've ever seen. Then we went to hear a bible story, then to do an activity, then to music, and then to out door games. After that we had snack. It was surprisingly really good. A tortilla, some cream cheese, and grape jelly. I know what your thinking... eww gross. But your wrong. Although it's not really that fun because, sure you get to be with the little 4 year olds, but you don't get to participate in any of the sports and stuff. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Monday, June 27, 2011

test run.

Okay so this is a test run from my phone. I'm not sure if it will work or not. But i'm planning on blogging on the trip. So ya

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Giving back and Stuff

I would like to be a bone marrow donor. When I read the 3 book series "Angels in Pink" You'd have to read it to understand, I realized that even with a slim chance, you can save someones life. My mom doesn't really want me to be, but it's my decision. Even if my hips hurt a little for a while, it will all be worth it, Right? I think she's concerned because you have to go under silly gas. I'm not sure how to spell the other thing. :P  I just feel that I really need to do it, and there might not even be a match for mine, but at least I would of tried. I was looking at the dashboard on here and I looked at the reading list. You guys should really check out the blog called, "Alice's Bucket List." She's a 15 year old girl with terminal cancer and she created a bucket list, (things that she wants to do before she passes on) like swimming with sharks... etc. I just started following her today, but it's really amazing. Another thing on her list is to make everyone a bone marrow donor. I'd already wanted to be one before I saw her blog. She has over 14,000 followers. But this really gave me a push. But I think you have to be over 18 to do it. Grrrr. Btw if I ever get in a car crash or anything that makes me die, I would like to a organ donor. Since I don't have my drivers license I don't have any written permission anywhere that says I would like to be. Well on here I give my full permission to be a organ donor.

6 more days until the horribly dreaded road trip, I better get a new phone before and quick because mine cracked and it's irritating me. We are going to be gone for a month up to the great lakes, so I can't say for sure if I'll be able to blog or not, it's okay I'll right it in a journal and then type it up when I get back. Which I might have to call someone to pick me up at the air port a few weeks early. :P Does anyone want post cards? I'm also going to draw a lot on this trip so you'll be able to see them up in aughust. I think I spelt that wrong.
Katie W. and I are going to be helpers this coming week at St. John Neuhmans Summer Son Bible Camp. We are going to be with the little preschoolers!!! They are sooo cute.
My parents bought me a guitar for Easter and they got me lessons. So far, I think I'm doing very well. I'm going to bring it on the trip and play Green Day, to annoy the crap out of my parents. Tee Hee. Unfortionatley it's an acoustic guitar so you can't really play any rock because it will just sound pretty. Does anyone have any song recomendations for me??? Prob not.

I'm soo boring on here, I just right soooo much and who wants to read all that. grrr.
But it's getting kinda late and I am tired so Night!.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Big Words (continued from the phobia list)

Big Words. What pops in your head what you hear that. for me?  supercallafragilisticsexbealladocious I didn't even look it up so i'm pretty sure that it is spelled incorrectly.

here are some of my favorite big words
Sanctimonious: Making a show of being morally superior to other people, or being a totally jerk.
Not caring about other people, only yourself
Incomprehensibleness: Impossible to know or fathom.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippediliophobia: The fear of long words.
Okay I know this is totally boring but I'm bored. I went on google and just copied and pasted these. ha ha, the definitions probably aren't even right

Honorificabilitudinitatibus: The state being able to achieve honors.
Circumbilivagination: The definition of this word is not yet out.
Pseudoantidisestablishmentarianism: The false support of the idea that a government should not support the church.
Antidisestablishmentarianism: Opposition to the withdrawal of state support or recognition from an established church, esp. the Anglican Church in 19th-century England.
Floccinaucinihilipilification: the action or habit of estimating something as worthless.
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis: A lung disease.
Armsaye: the armhole in clothing.

Boanthropy: a type of insanity in which a man thinks he is an ox.

Cachinnation: loud or hysterical laughter.

Dactylion: the tip of the middle finger.

Defenestration: the act of throwing someone or something out a window.

Dibble: to drink like a duck.

Diplasiasmus: the incorrect doubling of a letter when spelling a word.
Flocinaucinihilipiliphication: the action of estimation is worthless.

Fremescence: the grumbling sound of an unhappy mob of people.

Hebephrenic: a condition of adolescent silliness.

Horripilate: to get goose bumps.

Impecunious: having no cash or money.

Lachanophobia: the fear of vegetables.

Librocubicularist: one who reads in bed.

Logorrhea: excessive talking (or verbal diarrhea).

Minimus: little finger or toe.

Misodoctakleidist: someone who hates practicing the piano.

Neanimorphic: looking younger than one's year.

Nostomania: overwhelming homesickness.

Obdormition: numbness caused by pressure on a nerve (when a limb is "asleep").

Oniochalasia: buying as a means of mental relaxation.

Pandiculation: stretching and yawning before going to bed or after waking up.

Phobia's and Big Words

Okay so what has been on my mind a lot is phobias and big words. Did you know theres acctually a phobia for the fear of long or big words. This is it; Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia   Its 46 letters. Irony isn't it? Ha Ha. I like using big words that I have no idea what the meaning is. But i'll  get back to that heres the key for the highlights. i'm also afraid of clowns

Aqua- i thought was funny
Neon green- just plain stupid, irony, or OMG
Yellow- just plain don't even get me started on how stupid.....
Red- either OMG how racist or  grrr thats horrible
pink- some of my phobias
Orange- kinda like red but less severe




Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia- Fear of noise.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Algophobia- Fear of pain.
Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Altophobia- Fear of heights.
Amathophobia- Fear of dust.
Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.
Amnesiphobia- Fear of amnesia.
Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Ancraophobia- Fear of wind. (Anemophobia)
Androphobia- Fear of men.
Anemophobia- Fear of air drafts or wind.(Ancraophobia)
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Anglophobia- Fear of England or English culture, etc.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint.
Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Antlophobia- Fear of floods.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)
Apiphobia- Fear of bees.
Apotemnophobia- Fear of persons with amputations.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
Arrhenphobia- Fear of men.Arsonphobia- Fear of fire.
Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness.
Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Ceraunophobia, Keraunophobia)
Astrophobia- Fear of stars or celestial space.
Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.
Ataxiophobia- Fear of ataxia. (muscular incoordination)
Ataxophobia- Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Atephobia- Fear of ruin or ruins.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atomosophobia- Fear of atomic explosions.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.
Aurophobia- Fear of gold.
Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights.
Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.
Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.
B
Bacillophobia- Fear of microbes.
Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria.
Ballistophobia- Fear of missiles or bullets.
Bolshephobia- Fear of Bolsheviks.
Barophobia- Fear of gravity.
Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling.
Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
Bathophobia- Fear of depth.
Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.
Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia)
Bibliophobia- Fear of books.Blennophobia- Fear of slime.
Bogyphobia- Fear of bogeys or the bogeyman.
Botanophobia- Fear of plants.
Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells.
Brontophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
Bufonophobia- Fear of toads.


Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty.
Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.
Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
Carnophobia- Fear of meat.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.
Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting.
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors.
Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas.
Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)
Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia)
Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.
Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety.
Chionophobia- Fear of snow.
Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.
Chirophobia- Fear of hands.
Chiroptophobia- Fear of bats.
Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera.
Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money.
Chromophobia or Chromatophobia- Fear of colors.
Chronophobia- Fear of time.
Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks.
Cibophobia- Fear of food.(Sitophobia, Sitiophobia)
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Cleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
Climacophobia- Fear of stairs, climbing, or of falling downstairs.
Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed.
Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
Cnidophobia- Fear of stings.
Cometophobia- Fear of comets.
Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
Coitophobia- Fear of coitus.
Contreltophobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.
Coprophobia- Fear of feces.
Consecotaleophobia- Fear of chopsticks.
Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.
Counterphobia- The preference by a phobic for fearful situations.
Cremnophobia- Fear of precipices.
Cryophobia- Fear of extreme cold, ice or frost.
Crystallophobia- Fear of crystals or glass.
Cyberphobia- Fear of computers or working on a computer.
Cyclophobia- Fear of bicycles.
Cymophobia or Kymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions.
Cynophobia- Fear of dogs or rabies.
Cypridophobia or Cypriphobia or Cyprianophobia or Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.

D-

Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements.
Deipnophobia- Fear of dining or dinner conversations.
Dementophobia- Fear of insanity.
Demonophobia or Daemonophobia- Fear of demons.
Demophobia- Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia)
Dendrophobia- Fear of trees.
Dentophobia- Fear of dentists.
Dermatophobia- Fear of skin lesions.
Dermatosiophobia or Dermatophobia or Dermatopathophobia- Fear of skin disease.
Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.
Diabetophobia- Fear of diabetes.
Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.
Dikephobia- Fear of justice.
Dinophobia- Fear of dizziness or whirlpools.
Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.
Dipsophobia- Fear of drinking.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Disposophobia- Fear of throwing stuff out. Hoarding.
Domatophobia- Fear of houses or being in a house.(Eicophobia, Oikophobia)
Doraphobia- Fear of fur or skins of animals.
Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
Dromophobia- Fear of crossing streets.
Dutchphobia- Fear of the Dutch.
Dysmorphophobia- Fear of deformity.
Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.

Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.
Ecophobia- Fear of home.
Eicophobia- Fear of home surroundings.(Domatophobia, Oikophobia)
Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.
Electrophobia- Fear of electricity.
Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
Elurophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia)
Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting.
Enetophobia- Fear of pins.
Enochlophobia- Fear of crowds.
Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
Entomophobia- Fear of insects.
Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight.
Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.
Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds.
Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.
Equinophobia- Fear of horses.
Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.
Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing.
Ergasiophobia- 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating.
Ergophobia- Fear of work.
Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news.
Erythrophobia or Erytophobia or Ereuthophobia- 1) Fear of redlights. 2) Blushing. 3) Red.

Febriphobia or Fibriphobia or Fibriophobia- Fear of fever.
Felinophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Galeophobia, Gatophobia)
Francophobia- Fear of France or French culture. (Gallophobia, Galiophobia)
Frigophobia- Fear of cold or cold things.(Cheimaphobia, Cheimatophobia, Psychrophobia)

Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats.
Gallophobia or Galiophobia- Fear France or French culture. (Francophobia)
Gamophobia- Fear of marriage.
Geliophobia- Fear of laughter.
Gelotophobia- Fear of being laughed at.
Geniophobia- Fear of chins.
Genuphobia- Fear of knees.Gephyrophobia or Gephydrophobia or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.
Germanophobia- Fear of Germany or German culture.
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.
Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste.
Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge.
Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.
Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.

H-

Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things.
Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.
Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched.
Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.
Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
Heliophobia- Fear of the sun.Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.
Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.
Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.
Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things.
Hippophobia- Fear of horses.
Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia- Fear of long words.    lol this is the fear of long words and it's 46 lettersHobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars.
Hodophobia- Fear of road travel.
Hormephobia- Fear of shock.
Homichlophobia- Fear of fog.
Homilophobia- Fear of sermons.
Hominophobia- Fear of men.
Homophobia- Fear of sameness, monotony or of homosexuality or of becoming homosexual.
Hoplophobia- Fear of firearms.
Hydrargyophobia- Fear of mercurial medicines.
Hydrophobia- Fear of water or of rabies.
Hydrophobophobia- Fear of rabies.
Hyelophobia or Hyalophobia- Fear of glass.
Hygrophobia- Fear of liquids, dampness, or moisture.
Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.
Hylophobia- Fear of forests.
Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia- Fear of responsibility.
Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
Hypsiphobia- Fear of height.

I-

Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.
Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish.
Ideophobia- Fear of ideas.
Illyngophobia- Fear of vertigo or feeling dizzy when looking down.
Iophobia- Fear of poison.
Insectophobia - Fear of insects.Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.
Isopterophobia- Fear of termites, insects that eat wood.


Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.
Kainolophobia or Kainophobia- Fear of anything new, novelty.
Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule.
Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down.Katsaridaphobia- Fear of cockroaches.Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.
Keraunophobia or Ceraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)

Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion.
Kleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms.
Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue.
Koniophobia- Fear of dust. (Amathophobia)
Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.
Kymophobia- Fear of waves. (Cymophobia)
Kynophobia- Fear of rabies.
Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.


L-

Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.
Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.
Leprophobia or Lepraphobia- Fear of leprosy.
Leukophobia- Fear of the color white.Levophobia- Fear of things to the left side of the body.
Ligyrophobia- Fear of loud noises.
Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Limnophobia- Fear of lakes.
Linonophobia- Fear of string.Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits.
Lockiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers.
Logophobia- Fear of words.Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphillis.
Lutraphobia- Fear of otters.
Lygophobia- Fear of darkness.    but only sometimes
Lyssophobia- Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.

Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.
Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking.
Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Malaxophobia- Fear of love play. (Sarmassophobia)
Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity.
Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.
Mechanophobia- Fear of machines.
Megalophobia- Fear of large things.
Melissophobia- Fear of bees.Melanophobia- Fear of the color black.
Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music.Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.
Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.
Metallophobia- Fear of metal.
Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors.
Methyphobia- Fear of alcohol.
Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.Microbiophobia- Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia)
Microphobia- Fear of small things.Misophobia or Mysophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt or germs.
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
Molysmophobia or Molysomophobia- Fear of dirt or contamination.
Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.
Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.
Motorphobia- Fear of automobiles.
Mottephobia- Fear of moths.
Musophobia or Muriphobia- Fear of mice.
Mycophobia- Fear or aversion to mushrooms.
Mycrophobia- Fear of small things.
Myctophobia- Fear of darkness.
Myrmecophobia- Fear of ants.
Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.
Myxophobia- Fear of slime. (Blennophobia)

Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia)
Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.
Nelophobia- Fear of glass.
Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
Neophobia- Fear of anything new.Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.
Nomatophobia- Fear of names.Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.
Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill.
Nostophobia- Fear of returning home.
Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.
Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons.
Nudophobia- Fear of nudity.
Numerophobia- Fear of numbers.   good excuse i don't like mathNyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night
Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.

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Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia)Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs.
Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles.
Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia)
Oenophobia- Fear of wines.
Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings, house.(Domatophobia, Eicophobia)
Olfactophobia- Fear of smells.
Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes.
Omphalophobia- Fear of belly buttons.
Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.
Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names.
Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia)
Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.Opiophobia- Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients.
Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes.
Ornithophobia- Fear of birds.
Orthophobia- Fear of property.
Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors.
Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfish.
Ouranophobia or Uranophobia- Fear of heaven.

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Pagophobia- Fear of ice or frost.
Panthophobia- Fear of suffering and disease.
Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything.
Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope.
Papyrophobia- Fear of paper.
Paralipophobia- Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.
Parasitophobia- Fear of parasites.
Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th.
Pathophobia- Fear of disease.
Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity.
Parturiphobia- Fear of childbirth.
Peccatophobia- Fear of sinning or imaginary crimes.
Pediculophobia- Fear of lice.Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.
Pedophobia- Fear of children.
Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.
Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty.
Pentheraphobia- Fear of mother-in-law. (Novercaphobia)
Phagophobia- Fear of swallowing or of eating or of being eaten.
Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald.Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.
Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.Phengophobia- Fear of daylight or sunshine.
Philemaphobia or Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Philosophobia- Fear of philosophy.
Phobophobia- Fear of phobias.
Photoaugliaphobia- Fear of glaring lights.
Photophobia- Fear of light.
Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.
Phthiriophobia- Fear of lice. (Pediculophobia)
Phthisiophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
Placophobia- Fear of tombstones.
Plutophobia- Fear of wealth.
Pluviophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia- Fear of choking of being smothered.
Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia)
Pogonophobia- Fear of beards.
Poliosophobia- Fear of contracting poliomyelitis.
Politicophobia- Fear or abnormal dislike of politicians.
Polyphobia- Fear of many things.
Poinephobia- Fear of punishment.
Ponophobia- Fear of overworking or of pain.
Porphyrophobia- Fear of the color purple.   that is horrible i love purplePotamophobia- Fear of rivers or running water.
Potophobia- Fear of alcohol.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of drugs.
Prosophobia- Fear of progress.
Psellismophobia- Fear of stuttering.
Psychophobia- Fear of mind.
Psychrophobia- Fear of cold.
Pteromerhanophobia- Fear of flying.
Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathers.
Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.
Pyrexiophobia- Fear of Fever.
Pyrophobia- Fear of fire.


 


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Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays.
Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs.
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation.
Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.
Rupophobia- Fear of dirt.
Russophobia- Fear of Russians.

Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween.
Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia)
Satanophobia- Fear of Satan.Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies.
Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars.
Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.
Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms.
Scolionophobia- Fear of school.
Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at.
Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.
Scotophobia- Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia)Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public.
Selachophobia- Fear of sharks.
Selaphobia- Fear of light flashes.
Selenophobia- Fear of the moon.
Seplophobia- Fear of decaying matter.
Sesquipedalophobia- Fear of long words.Siderodromophobia- Fear of trains, railroads or train travel.
Siderophobia- Fear of stars.
Sinistrophobia- Fear of things to the left or left-handed.
Sinophobia- Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food or eating. (Cibophobia)
Snakephobia- Fear of snakes. (Ophidiophobia)
Soceraphobia- Fear of parents-in-law.
Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.
Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.
Somniphobia- Fear of sleep.
Sophophobia- Fear of learning. ha ha good excuseSoteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.
Spacephobia- Fear of outer space.
Spectrophobia- Fear of specters or ghosts.
Spermatophobia or Spermophobia- Fear of germs.   or germaphobia
Spheksophobia- Fear of wasps.Stasibasiphobia or Stasiphobia- Fear of standing or walking. (Ambulophobia)
Staurophobia- Fear of crosses or the crucifix.
Stenophobia- Fear of narrow things or places.
Stygiophobia or Stigiophobia- Fear of hell.Suriphobia- Fear of mice.
Symbolophobia- Fear of symbolism.
Symmetrophobia- Fear of symmetry.
Syngenesophobia- Fear of relatives.


Tachophobia- Fear of speed.
Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.
Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
Tapinophobia- Fear of being contagious.
Taurophobia- Fear of bulls.
Technophobia- Fear of technology.
Teleophobia- 1) Fear of definite plans. 2) Religious ceremony.
Telephonophobia- Fear of telephones.
Teratophobia- Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people.
Testophobia- Fear of taking tests.
Teutophobia- Fear of German or German things.Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics.
Thaasophobia- Fear of sitting.
Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.
Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.
Theatrophobia- Fear of theatres.
Theologicophobia- Fear of theology.
Theophobia- Fear of gods or religion.
Thermophobia- Fear of heat.
Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.
Tonitrophobia- Fear of thunder.
Topophobia- Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright.
Toxiphobia or Toxophobia or Toxicophobia- Fear of poison or of being accidently poisoned.
Traumatophobia- Fear of injury.
Tremophobia- Fear of trembling.
Trichinophobia- Fear of trichinosis.
Trichopathophobia or Trichophobia- Fear of hair. (Chaetophobia, Hypertrichophobia)
Triskaidekaphobia- Fear of the number 13.Tropophobia- Fear of moving or making changes.
Trypanophobia- Fear of injections.
Tuberculophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
Tyrannophobia- Fear of tyrants.

Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven.
Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.

Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination.
Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Verbophobia- Fear of words.Verminophobia- Fear of germs. again germaphobia
Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing.
Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father.

Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons.
Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft.


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Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow. he he i'm so meanXenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages.
Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Xerophobia- Fear of dryness.
Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests.
Xyrophobia-Fear of razors.

Z-

Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.
Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods.
Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat. lolZoophobia- Fear of animals.

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Ideas *lightbulb*

Okay, so I'm running out of topics to use and I don't like brainstorming so thats out of the question.
So I want you to give me some ideas to rant on, talk about, or answer questions. They can be stupid, silly, unimportant topics, like homework and stuff. Or they can be serious and important. Again you can ask questions, my opinion on things, (not a good idea, i'm pretty honest) and anything else you can think of. Thanks!!!
~Ali
Its a rainy day in Pittsburgh, but I guess we really needed the rain. I just wanted to let you guys know that, unfortionatley, my dad, a while ago he bought a 36 freaking foot RV. Which my parents named "iRV" get it... like iPod, iPhone. Ya it took me like a month to figure it out. They pronounce it (herve). So anyways, we are going on a month long trip in it, and let me mention it is our second trip, but that doesn't even count because we just went up and saw my grandparents. I don't think I can live with them that long.THIS ISN"T IMPORTANT!  Let me tell you about it. It has two couches, one pulls out into a bed, a kitchen stove, oven, stink, garbage disposer, refridgerator, pantry (small pantry), a table, theres a bathroom, a toilet, a sink and vanity, and a shower. They have a private bed room with a queen sized bed in back. Theres a flat screen tv and a satelite. idk.
We are going to the great lakes for a month!!!!!! I'm not good at making new friends, heck, (sorry don't want to sware) I don't even like talking to people. Which makes me come off as mean, ha ha but really I'm very sarcastic... and stupid. I once asked how a  5 dollar foot long costs at subway. Ya, I'm pretty awesome. I'd rather be reading and playing on my iPod and phone than hiking. Lets just say nature doesn't like me. Oh well, I'm just worried because i saw the movie RV and I seriously don't want to end up like that. I worry a lot.
I'll probably just play guitar, finish a librarys worth of books in the first two weeks, then make my parents go to borders, or barnes and noble, get me a star bucks, or seatles best coffee. and some, a lot, of books,

Wow am I ever boring today. So I was at my friends house, and it starts pouring down rain. So we run out and get soaked through. Unfortionatley it cleared up and got really hot. But we didn't care, because we started play badmitten. I thought we were playing basketball until she explained to me that you don't hit backet balls with rackets. If you haven't already guessed, then your really stupid, I suck at bad mitten. It took me ten trys to hit that weird thing I think its a birdie, oh well i'll call it that. I wasn't even close to hitting it, so I just picked it up and threw it over the net. Luckily I didn't feel as bad when my friend turned out to suck almost as bad as me. I even got it stuck in the net.

Theres really nothing on my mind today. Acctuially it's totally blank, thats a first. I'm sorry I'm so boring.
I really really really want a vanilla bean frapachino from starbucks, or maybe their new one. Yummm. I really want to go shopping. Like really bad, but we are soooo busy. My friend, Katie, and I are going to help out at our church's summer camp, it's only a week. But we get to be with the little kids. SOOO CUTE! I'm looking forward to that, but on the july second (saturday) we are leaving for the highway to h*ll.

I've been thinking a lot about horoscopes, lovescopes, and tarot. I'm kinda obsessed with astrological signs. I know that they aren't real but still, they get me pretty well.  I'm a virgo, and I literally cried when that guy said there was another sign. no way, i'm staying Virgo forever, unless my birthday changes miraculously. here's my scope.

Sun sign
Your head may buzz with activity today, Virgo. Suddenly it seems like the spotlight has been turned on. You're on stage and your brainpower is being tested. Are you up to the challenge? Ready or not, it's here. Remember the importance of individuality. Don't be another cookie-cutter replica. Be your own person and think for yourself.
Read your Daily Planetary Overview
An energetic Aries Moon stimulates cosmic contacts and change. Aspects with the Sun and Mars enhance your ability to get your way. You won't take no for an answer and won't hesitate to ask. Facts trump feelings when the Moon and Saturn nudge people to lay cards on the table tonight.
 
love
The current aspect means you have quite an interesting day ahead of you, that is, if you like the feeling of being exposed to a live current. If you are going out on a first date, then you may find the chemistry between you almost irresistible. This could create a dilemma, as you really do not like to rush anything, least of all intimacy.
 
wellness
 pull between what you want to do to get ahead and what you must do to stay centered could frustrate you right now. There will many days like this in your lifetime, and the most important thing is to be aware of them when they occur and to gain perspective on the dilemma. The one thing that will never move down on the list of priorities is your health, so why not favor staying centered?
 
there is a food one, but really i'd go for cupcakes over zuchini and pineapple muffins any day. I have a high metabulism that burns off calories like a match.
 
 
Now i'm confused about tomorrows, is anyone able to disect horoscopse and point out the meaning? Help
 
sun sign for June 24 2011
You might have to toughen your skin today, Virgo. Don't automatically write someone off because of an action that you think is offensive. Allow others to have their opinions and respect their right to express them openly. Keep an open mind and don't judge. Maintain a diplomatic attitude and keep your critical thoughts to yourself. Don't think less of others in order to feel better about yourself.
 
wait never mind i get it. I need to think of the way people mean what they are saying. I need to respect everyone, and don't judge. I have to keep my thoughts to myself. This is going to be hard.
 
Hmm well I know i've said this before but wow, i'm really boring. Seriously reading this i'm a wasting your precious time, but it's not precious to me, unless you only have a # of days left to live. Then I feel really bad. I need ideas on what to say and do in my blogs, how to make them interesting. Should i do a quiestion of the day, a poll, a fill in the blank, it's not like i have any subscribers, or followers so I'd never have any answers. Give me some ideas for me to rant on, or talk about. They can be either silly or stupid, or serious and important. Or just plain questions you have for me. Even homework, although it's the summer so ya. ha ha. Oh well.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Hello my non-existent fellow bloggers, (a.k.a. Kiahra, who is the only amazing person who ever reads my blogs, rants, or just plain ADHD trances.)
Now that I'm finished with introductions. I've been up since 1:30 a.m. and I'm not even tired. Obviously one of the very few perks of having ADHD, that and not getting in trouble in class for shouting out, "SQUIRREL!" or "accidently" flinging a pencil across the room, at your, well, not very well liked teacher. Why is Pittsburgh dreary this year, I mean come on, It's summer for crying out loud. I never really understood that expression. Because I'm not acctually crying out loud, or on the inside.
Latley I've become quite obsessed with Shakespeare, acctually with his piece "Romeo and Juilet" although in french class Juilet is spell Juilette. Oh well they sound the same. You probably already know the story, but I'll just be annoying and summarize it for you. Romeo falls in love with a girl named Rosaline. Rosaline never really liked him and decides to become a nun. Romeo is heart broken and becomes deeply depressed. At the same time, Juilet is going to be forced to marry this guy named Prince, or maybe he was a Prince and didn't have a name. Well the Capulets were having a masquerade ball at their home or mansion and Romeo and his buddies decide to crash it. Why? Because Rosaline is there... Duh. But the fates have something else in mind. Romeo meets juilet, they fall in love, they have some forbidden kisses, some famous lines are said, blah blah blah blah blah. Now here comes the interesting part. Romeo is a Montague, Juilet is a Capulet. Their families are rivals, I'm pretty sure you don't care why, but I'll tell you anyway. I think this imformation is correct, remember I'm only 13 so I make mistakes. Lady Capulet, when she was younger was going to marry I think Lord Montague, but he turned her down because he didn't want to marry a poor girl. So she went and married Lord (is that what they called them back then) Capulet vowing to hate and curse the montagues forever. Okay you can wake up now. I'm done. Well Romeo and Juilet want to marry but they need to fool their families since it's obviously not okay. They go to a priest or may be it was a monk, but not together because Romeo had to leave town because he killed one of juilets mean cousins. Who had killed one of his friends. He was driven out of town. Unfortionatley he never got the news that juliet wasn 't dead she just took a sleeping potion that made her look like she was dead (coma) so he Did suicide, then when she saw him she did suicide. Now the question is why do people want a perfect fairy tale romance like Romeo and Juilet did. I mean if it was like that we'd all be doing suicide.
Wow i'm sorry am I ever boring. I keep on getting distracted by the most randomest things, like lamps, squirrels, lights door knobs (mostly because I usually forget to open the door and end up walking into it. It's okay the doors fine) I especially hate revolving doors because I can't figure out how to get out of them, they are just so confusing, they keep going a round a round a round and a round and then i get dizzy and i stop and then the door hits me. Wow. Thats a really long run on sentence. Sorry. I once ever ran into a wall during a skating competition. lets just say that i didn't do very well (i got last)

I'm going to get off of here before I say something really embarrassing. Wait, I guess thats a little ot late.
Bye!

Monday, June 20, 2011















Forgive me, I haven't been on for a while. I'll be doing some catching up. Christmas, My last summer vacation, 2010. Wow thats sad. A trip to the Pittsburgh Zoo and Aquarium, and maybe even some miscellaneous stuff.The skating season ended a while a go, but I still dream of the biting wind and delicate snowflakes in my hair, at 7:30 on Saturday mornings. I still hear the crunch and slice of my blades, tracing imaginary patterns on the ice. I think of my friends that have become my second family, and the warm skating lodge, my second home. I miss it so much. But now it's summer, and the ice is has been melted for a while, but that doesn't stop my over-active imagination from slipping into a day dream about skating like a star.








last day of skating. My friend, Jaclyn and I.



Winter. Thats my favorite season of all time. Why? You ask. Its because thats when the skating season is, Christmas, and most of all Winter Break!!!!!! It's a time of joy and cheer, a time when families near, your christmas trees are lit up, and many presents show up. You have egg nog and ginger bread cookies. The scent of spices fill the air. The air is cold, but you don't care, because snowflakes are falling from the sky. The earth looks like it has been covered in powdered sugar, and it sparkles in the setting sun. When I was younger my dad would read me "twas the night before christmas" every year. I still sneak in to his office at home and read it. As I sip my hot chocolate, thats overflowing with miny marshmallows, I think Finally Christmas is here.


My sister, Cassie, and I.




My mom, Dad, My sister, and Me.


Me in front of my christmas tree.











I know that this is late, well really late, but o just wanted to tell you about my vacation to Sanibel Island, Florida. I step out of the rental car with my best friend, Anna, and immediatley the fishy, salty smell of the ocean hits my nose. I took a deep breath, savoring the beach. I felt the hot sand under my toes, and felt the relief of the nice cool crystal clear ocean. I was in Heaven.



Me looking for shells


My daddy and i walking hand in hand looking for shells. That was a really close moment to God right there. (yes, kiahra i still call my dad daddy too.)


When we went on a dolphin watch

family portrait



Every where you go you can see a little bit of God, or a little slice of Heaven.

my friend anna and i on the beach
Lately the song, "If I die young" by the band Perry has been on my mind, i've been singing it everywhere I go, well at least humming it under my breath. But it really made me think about what would happen if I died today and everything that I wouldn't get to experience. Would my friends miss me, would I miss them. I love love love love love roses. When I die, which hopefully won't be soon, I want to be buried with a ton of roses, of every color.



if I die young, bury me in satin

lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song


Uh oh, uh oh


Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors,

oh andLife ain't always what you think it ought to be, no

Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, wellI've had, just enough time


And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom

I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger,

I've Never known the lovin' of a man

But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand,

there's a Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,

Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well, I've had, just enough time


So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

uh oh (uh, oh)


The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)


Go with peace and love

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket

Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh


The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls


I love going to the zoo, but mostly the aquarium because I want to be a marine biologist when I grow up. Here are some pictures.

polar bear





I would like to ask you guys to do a favor for me. If that isn't to much. My grampa, Papa lew, is getting Altzimers pretty bad. Could you please keep him in your prayers so he doesn't forget totally who he is inside. I love him so much, and I hardley get to see him, because they live in west virginia. When I go there, they live on a farm, i love the fresh air and the clean smell. I could just shut my eyes, or look at the clear sky all day. I love the country